I dream every night now

Since the middle of summer. I hate dreaming.

I don't want to dream anymore unless they mean something.

Night of 8/2
He had the name Cathy all over his facebook with hearts and cheesy quotes.
Cathy was his girlfriend.
There was no Cathy.

I dreamt of Tyler.

I do.

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I dream now. I dream almost every night. It's a mutual feeling. As if my dreaming again is a good or bad thing. I will never know.

My dreams are destroyed

He has a girlfriend, and I'm not his first.

I loved him, I loved him, I loved him. First.

I've neglected this blog

Which really sucks because I like having a dream blog. Okay, I'll recap.

I have read dreams that I do not understand and I don't remember them in the morning. I hate it, I feel as if I'm not a dreamer anymore. But I do have dreams.

And they suck.


Goodnight.

I dream of losing my first kiss

to this guy very perverted guy. One a bed, we were holding hands.

Nice dream, I must say.

I dream of Shania annoncing she's going to have sex

with a microphone

I dream of you and I having that one thing we always wanted

knowing it's not what you want anymore.
I'm not what you want.

My dreams are weird. I don't get them anymore.

I freakin miss my middle school dreams.
Stupid MCC, I hella blame you.

Dream of 1/9

Andy was in it. I was having a party at my house, but I did not go downstairs because I didn't want to. I stepped outside for a bit and saw Andy doing schoolwork outside on a bench-table thing. We were talking, I forgot about what. He then said, "What's my type? You're my type!" I scooted closer to him and I stayed there.

I want to leave this city, explore the lights. Maybe in time, you'll be by my side.