Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Last night I dreamt
that I went to a party with Andy. We were on a date. I looked at his camera, they were all pictures of me. That I took myself. I didn't remember taking them. It's like we were dating, and I forgot. I forgot he was my boyfriend and I even forgot I took those pictures. It was strange. It was the first clear dream I've had in days.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Her: I'm sorry, gosh. What the hell do you want? Do you want a sky writer? A freakin parade saying 'I'm sorry Brian'?
Him: I want you to mean it... and you know I'd give you a sky writer and parade, if I could.
Her: I'm not her anymore. Why are you still waiting?
Him: I'm in love with you.
Her: No, you're not. If you were, you'd let me go.
Him: What would that prove, Anna? People who let go are those who give up on their dreams. You're my dream, Anna.
Her: And I'm telling you to not let me be. I'm not worth it. And maybe one day, when you've forgotten all about me and moved on, I will want you. But it will be too late. Then you'll be my dream. Because you're worth it and I'm not. How do you not see that?
Him: You've been my dream since I first looked at you. You don't see that. You were walking alone, books in hand, smiling at the sky. I've never seen anyone so beautiful. I knew you had to be a dream. My dream. And you don't see that...
Her: I'm the nightmare ruining your dream, Brian. Let go. I'll still love you in the morning, and the next. I'm just not worth the stress. How can you not see that I love you so much; I'm letting you go. Not because I don't love you, but because I don't want to keep you from living your life and your dream. Can you see that?
Brian: I can... I'll live my life, Anna, but when you realize you'll love me, I'll be here for you. Because you'll alwas be my dream.
Him: I want you to mean it... and you know I'd give you a sky writer and parade, if I could.
Her: I'm not her anymore. Why are you still waiting?
Him: I'm in love with you.
Her: No, you're not. If you were, you'd let me go.
Him: What would that prove, Anna? People who let go are those who give up on their dreams. You're my dream, Anna.
Her: And I'm telling you to not let me be. I'm not worth it. And maybe one day, when you've forgotten all about me and moved on, I will want you. But it will be too late. Then you'll be my dream. Because you're worth it and I'm not. How do you not see that?
Him: You've been my dream since I first looked at you. You don't see that. You were walking alone, books in hand, smiling at the sky. I've never seen anyone so beautiful. I knew you had to be a dream. My dream. And you don't see that...
Her: I'm the nightmare ruining your dream, Brian. Let go. I'll still love you in the morning, and the next. I'm just not worth the stress. How can you not see that I love you so much; I'm letting you go. Not because I don't love you, but because I don't want to keep you from living your life and your dream. Can you see that?
Brian: I can... I'll live my life, Anna, but when you realize you'll love me, I'll be here for you. Because you'll alwas be my dream.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Him: Are you disappointed in me?
Her: Yes.
Him: Why?
Her: What do you mean 'why'? Do you have any clue how you make me feel?
Him: Well what about you? Don't think you're the victim here. I was in love with you for three years and when I finally decided to move on and go my own way; you want me back? Well, I don't want you back.
Her: Then why are you even here? Why do you always come crying to me when you get the chance? Why am I the only one who really knows you? Huh?
Him: You broke my heart.
Her: You're still breaking mine...
Her: Yes.
Him: Why?
Her: What do you mean 'why'? Do you have any clue how you make me feel?
Him: Well what about you? Don't think you're the victim here. I was in love with you for three years and when I finally decided to move on and go my own way; you want me back? Well, I don't want you back.
Her: Then why are you even here? Why do you always come crying to me when you get the chance? Why am I the only one who really knows you? Huh?
Him: You broke my heart.
Her: You're still breaking mine...
11/13
Ryann was in it. He didn't like me, like at all. We were wearing matching shirts, Coca-Cola. He made Jonathan wear it. And also, my previous P.E. teacher was going to a new school. I put in fifty cents in the vending machine for Cheese-Itz then I just end up buying a DVD of SOS by the Jonas Brothers.
I dream of being an artist
My number one dream, and my number one wish.
But this I know, for sure, is not going to happen.
But this I know, for sure, is not going to happen.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I dream of you,
Many times, forever will.
Best friend was in my dream. He was still with his girlfriend. He kept ditching me for her. I think they were going downhill.
Still think she's beautiful,
but I still don't know her.
Best friend was in my dream. He was still with his girlfriend. He kept ditching me for her. I think they were going downhill.
Still think she's beautiful,
but I still don't know her.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I've always dreamt that my crush of four years was my first boyfriend.
I doubt that's ever going to happen, but I'm still believing.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
9/11 Dream
I slept at three in the morning and woke up around 11.
So here is my dream. I was at school. It wasn't even my school, just school. I was getting out of French, and I was with Justin. Walking. Then Ryann comes and we're like friends or something. And yeah, good part (: Then it was p.e. I was late and everything because I was talking to people, you know. I was talking to Kieran too. Then I'm all dressing out and Nhu tells me that we don't have to dress out. Then Joanne's all Yeah, we have to. Jokingly and so I get pissed at her. So I just go to p.e. and I'm so late. Jacquelyn was there, I don't know why. He placed us on couches. So then, I was on a couch all alone and then Geoffrey walked in. He was seated next to me and we hugged and sat really close to each other. Then I fell off the room. Went back and everything changed. Somebody took my seat, and they're watching TV. All blankless.
It's weird.
So here is my dream. I was at school. It wasn't even my school, just school. I was getting out of French, and I was with Justin. Walking. Then Ryann comes and we're like friends or something. And yeah, good part (: Then it was p.e. I was late and everything because I was talking to people, you know. I was talking to Kieran too. Then I'm all dressing out and Nhu tells me that we don't have to dress out. Then Joanne's all Yeah, we have to. Jokingly and so I get pissed at her. So I just go to p.e. and I'm so late. Jacquelyn was there, I don't know why. He placed us on couches. So then, I was on a couch all alone and then Geoffrey walked in. He was seated next to me and we hugged and sat really close to each other. Then I fell off the room. Went back and everything changed. Somebody took my seat, and they're watching TV. All blankless.
It's weird.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
What Happened With Us?
Many things happened in this one. I mean plenty. But only this stuck out to me:
We were walking with each other and talking. He meets up with his friends and puts his hands out. Before I put my arms around his waste, I stop and put them around his neck. He carries me and kisses me on the cheek and says I love you. I do the same.
I walk away and cry from happiness.I wish this was us.
I don't know what we are now. Non-existent.
We were walking with each other and talking. He meets up with his friends and puts his hands out. Before I put my arms around his waste, I stop and put them around his neck. He carries me and kisses me on the cheek and says I love you. I do the same.
I walk away and cry from happiness.I wish this was us.
I don't know what we are now. Non-existent.
Monday, August 24, 2009
Eek
Bad dream, very bad. Well I was aiming him. Same font, everything. He said something about how when I was at his house, that he'd see if he liked me or not. And I didn't say a word. So he didn't. And he told. and yeah...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Stranger than fiction,
Soo for the past week, I've been dreaming about school. Whether it's about my friends, my old best friend & his slut, and me going to a middle school science camp thing. I don't know what it is, or what it means.
I guess it means I just miss everyone.
I guess it means I just miss everyone.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Different from reality.
I arrived in Great Mall all my by myself. I see my cousin, Jemmy, and a crowd of his friends. I crash for a bit. I leave. Then all of a sudden it kind of turns into Eastridge, I don't know. I hug him as I'm walking him to the door. The way he was walking with me with his backpack on. We were walking with each other. I break the silence with, "I'm sorry I left you without saying anything. & I'm not boring, it's just.. I can't talk to you anymore because it's kind of weird." He just listens. "Do you do drugs?" Then he says, "Sort of. Yeah." We reached the end of the door. I hug him and kiss him on the cheek- friend way. I remember thinking to myself "is he going to do it back?" And he does, also friend way. This is part I.
Joanne's Dream: I won the lottery with this guy. Haha, and we made out. A lot. Oh my.
Joanne's Dream: I won the lottery with this guy. Haha, and we made out. A lot. Oh my.
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